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Sep. 16th, 2005 06:54 pmSo, as some might have deducted from my last, very eloquent, entry, I failed the exam.
And since it was a re-sit, the bottom line is: I'm screwed. Mostly because Polish educational system sucks and if you screw up one exam *and* the re-sit on the first year, you're out.
So, I'm out.
But you know what? I'm actually kind of... okay.
So, yes, I cried my eyes out and screamed, and punched the wall, and then just lay down for a while...
...but then I ordered pizza and
cala_jane came over and insisted on doing a very stupid dance...
And I got better. I will apply to available colleges and I will try again. And fail better next time.
Or maybe not fail.
The point is - I won't freakin' give up and I will get where I want, even if it will take me a gazillion re-applications and more years than I have.
You know what, world? *shows two fingers* Love you too.
And since it was a re-sit, the bottom line is: I'm screwed. Mostly because Polish educational system sucks and if you screw up one exam *and* the re-sit on the first year, you're out.
So, I'm out.
But you know what? I'm actually kind of... okay.
So, yes, I cried my eyes out and screamed, and punched the wall, and then just lay down for a while...
...but then I ordered pizza and
And I got better. I will apply to available colleges and I will try again. And fail better next time.
Or maybe not fail.
The point is - I won't freakin' give up and I will get where I want, even if it will take me a gazillion re-applications and more years than I have.
You know what, world? *shows two fingers* Love you too.
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Date: 2005-09-16 10:05 am (UTC)Pfft
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Date: 2005-09-16 10:08 am (UTC)They don't have a rock that big.
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Date: 2005-09-16 10:34 am (UTC)And water.
YOu totally miss obvious things
heh
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Date: 2005-09-16 10:36 am (UTC)And I saw no trees. The forest right there was in the way. *nod*
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Date: 2005-09-16 10:44 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-16 12:45 pm (UTC)Oh, sweetie, I'm so, so sorry! I know you WILL get what you want and that you'll work hard to get the degree you want. It sucks to have such stumbling blocks get in your way, and I wish I could just make it all go away for you.
Love you and am proud of you for not giving up! :)
*hugs and smoochies*
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Date: 2005-09-16 01:17 pm (UTC)I'm not sure what you were studying, so can't offer advice. But I'm also wondering if you could put your graphic talent/skills to work for you. Just a suggestion that you can ignore and go put your head under the pillow, or read some very nice make-you-feel-all-better slash.
Don't give up!
Encouraging hugs,
H.
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Date: 2005-09-16 04:49 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-16 04:52 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-16 07:16 pm (UTC)I hope you are doing ok...!
*hugs*
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Date: 2005-09-16 07:50 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-16 08:03 pm (UTC)We'll both pull through in the end! No worries! *hugs*
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Date: 2005-09-17 03:41 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-17 10:01 am (UTC)You never know -- this might wind up being a really good thing, in the end. (Speaking as someone who changed universities after a disastrous first year...) Hang in there.
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Date: 2005-09-17 12:28 pm (UTC)Hope you can get back into college. Good luck!
*hugs*
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Date: 2005-09-17 12:59 pm (UTC)