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[noelia_g]

Okay, I don't usually do it, but I need to get it out, or I'll explode.

 

So.

My parents are divorced. Since November. That's good, actually, cuz living with them *both* under the same roof was tiring. I was always the one who had to choose sides. Now I don't have to.

I don't have to, because my father lives in Gdansk now. It's on the other side of the country.

The thing is, he doesn't call. He doesn't write, he doesn't try to contact with me. I am the only child and I always was a sort of 'Daddy's girl'.

Now I'm apparently not.

Last time he called was on my birthday in May. Actually, my birthday was 30 May, and he called on 2 June, but who cares...

I do.

I do care, cuz in May I was graduating from high school, and having finals.

I care because through June and November I was trying to get to the universities, and I failed on one, and get to the another.

And he hasn't called.

I don't know if he doesn't care, or what.

I know he *has* my number. Maybe he doesn't want to call home, doesn't want to speak to my mum. Maybe. But he has my cell phone number.

And since June he didn't call. Not once.

Well, he called today.

I answered.

And he wanted to talk to my mom about some post that got to him on his old adress, that's our adress.

 

And I don't know if I'm more disappointed, miserable or furious.

 

Just needed to get it out, sorry.

Comments

[noelia-g.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it's really cool :D

And sometimes, just sometimes, you can try to work on it and try to convince some authors to write more of your favourite fic.

Not that I'm saying anything, no sir, not me.

:]

[beadattitude.livejournal.com]

::looks around for authors::

Hmmm? Oh!

:;scuffs foot:: I'm stuck. And I have to finish my smutfication fic and I'm stuck on that, too!

::falls over and wallows on bed::: The slasher's have taken me! I've forgotten how to write het!

Not that you were talking to me. :D

[noelia-g.livejournal.com]

The slasher's have taken me! I've forgotten how to write het!

Oh, you're kidding me!
You too?

Goddess. I'm writing smutathon entry and it goes Giles/Xander on me!
And when I start again, and remove Xander from the story, it wants to get Giles/Spike. And when I start *again* and don't allow Spike to appear, Wesley and Ethan are both trying to get in.

I just give up.

And, no, I wasn't talking to you at all. Who? Me? To you? Nah...
I was talking to...
:::looks around:::
Lostgirl!

(and it's sorta true... Still waiting for 'Heat')

[beadattitude.livejournal.com]

Well, I just beta'd Heat, so you're gonna get that much quicker.

::quivering lower lip:: My fic's not your favorite?

[noelia-g.livejournal.com]

Your fic is my favorite b/g.
Lostgirl writes my favorite g/wes

Sheesh.

You're just fishing for compliments, aren't ya?